Withdrawal.

2007-04-30T23:42:26Z

Title: Withdrawal.
Chapters: 1/1
Genre: Romance , Drama
Ratings: PG
Bands: An Cafe
Pairings/Characters: Bou/Teruki
Disclaimer: Sadly , I will never own any of them
Comments: All day today , the 30th i'v been very depressed of Bou's departure from the band. I was very sad to hear of him leaving. This was written during class during some extra time to take away some thoughts built up in my head of how the band is taking it all in. I'v always found Teruki was closest to Bou and this is my conclusion of thoughts. Also , If you dont catch on, Its written in Kanons POV.

   Teruki was always the strong the one, always.
I'v never seen him so torn up. Of course i missed out beloved blond, but i cant imagine how Teruki must feel. He was alway the closest to Bou.

   "Im sorry..., I just dont feel full anymore. The band is holding me back, I feel like i can do so much more" Bou's voice cracked as he said his conclusion softly. "Please try to understand, I love all of you" he finished.

   Teruki's playing is turning out to get worse and worse , even some times he breaks down and crys. Sometimes, I truely wonder against Teruki's cliam of being Straight. I truely feel like him and Bou shared something more then just a friendship.

   Teruki's thrashing of drums came to a horrible off tuning. "Im sorry , I'll practice harder, promise" His voiced shaked. He looked down , gently placing down his drum sticks and i saw a tear stroll down his perfect face. His bangs were sheltering his eyes, as he cried silently. Miku and I were clueless on what to do , we were both affected as well. We all had no real way to comfort the most hurt one in this type of situation.

    Teruki had known Bou even before An Cafe was born, Best friends for years. I remember the days of when we were forming, Bou was pushing Teruki into the band. Telling him An Cafe would be much better then old Feathers blue. Finally, Teruki finally gave into his best friend. Bou was right, we shot right into fandom. We were one of the most popular Oshare Bands around. It was Bous band, I dont even understand his reasoning of the band pulling him back. As Teruki said , we were in our years of fandom. An Cafe was going to make it big, We wanted to make it as big as Dir en grey or even that cheesy Gackt.

   "Bou! Wh-Why Dont you think An Cafe is good enough?" Teruki Yelled at him, he even lept out of his chair and slammed his hands into the meeting table. "Your going to tear every member of this band apart!" Tears were building up in Teruki's eyes as he shouted.

   "Shut up! You just dont understand! I-I cant do it anymore, I dont feel like i belong. Im sorry!" Bou cried , Hastily pushing the chair into the table and walking out of the door.

    Guitarist of An Cafe, adored by millions. Our best friend, that could never be replaced. Gone, Forever.

                                                                                                Kazuhiro Saitou. April 30th 2007.

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2007-04-09T01:49:02Z

Hey. I've been a Lurker on Live Journal for so long. Thought it was about time i actually stoped being shy and get an account. Er , Yeah i really dont know what to say exactly. But whatever its my first post >>.
Okay Obviously , i love Antic Cafe , more in general , Bou. Also i like Dir en grey , The Gazette , Miyavi and alot more Japanese rock bands.
but no Gackt. I love his music , but zomfg , i hate him as a person. Hes seems like the stuck up type and i really hate his personalty ( and hes totally fucking Hyde ) .
But more importantly , I write Fan fictions and love to read them. Im a fangirl , but not the screaming type. though i have my moments.
So yeah , when i get to it ill post some fanfictions but for now some random venting. I need it , i have an anger problem x.x.
So ill give you alittle preview of the story im starting to brain storm on;

Band: An Cafe
Pairing: Kanon x Bou
Preview: A elegant , gorgeous looking male is taken into the whore house under debt of his family. Hes transformed into a Geisha, one day he gets a client who is a high ranked and respected member of the city (Kyoto). What he didnt expect was to fall in love with the small , girlish Geisha.

Please understand i might not go along with it if a better idea seems to pop up ^///^

antic_cafe_bou

Withdrawal.

First Post 83